Two after the one

ok. abel has left and he'll be back in Singapore in just 2 days time!
wow. its ending for him. i don't even want to think about the ending of mine. you know, if i don't think about it, perhaps i wont have to deal with the sadness of leaving.

Of leaving berlin which is somewhat of a home to me, of leaving the many people that i have known and have become a second family of sorts, of leaving this environment - where i wake up to the fresh summer air, where i eat greek, spanish and french food every week, where i can sit on the balcony, or in the park and talk for hours, the walks to school, the supermarket & laundry runs, the crunch of snow under my feet, the kebab at the place at hackescher, the outrageosly expensive wanton mee that taste so good, the times Lara or Aurore come knocking at my door at any random time of the day, the hearing of stories and adventures of Giannis, hanging out in Faidra's room- the prettiest room in Siegmunds Hof i declare, the going to classes with Juan and then going to some place to party or drink, the getting irritated by Rune and the chinese-eskimo jokes (well, u can ask me about that- its too laychay to type), the hanging out with the big group of chileans, of not being able to pronouce any french name correctly- according to Sarah, hanging out with the greeks- be it on day trips, in random bars or in our living room, getting lost in berlin with all of the above, doing projects with the master students, mittwoch club, taking the 30-40min ride on the s-bahn and then the u2 line to get to someplace remotely fun (its not that fun where i stay), and going places with the many many people that i have gotten to know in these few months here and the countless little things that will probably make up the big part of what i will miss most...

sometimes i just go on about things but i don't know what my point is.

and now, ying (not from nj, if some of u are wondering) and her friend is coming to berlin.. within the hour i think. i'm confused now, with the comings and goings of everybody! hahaha